Der Song selbst wurde von mir geschrieben um einerseits Albträume die immer wieder kommen darin zu verarbeiten andererseits erzählt er auch als ich damals  erkrankte wie ich die Welt um mich herrum wahrgenommen habe.

Anxious Paranoid Dreams (LInk)

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
Yes i heared them …. clearly and loud
and feel so scared but i cant scream out loud
there is no way out no place i can hide
there is no heaven no hell and punishment
but the end is comming soo—n

Chorus:

Come look around us there are these shadows on the wall
Painful screams all around us
Red eyes looking at me voices all around us

can you hear it, the´re calling my name

Verse 2
The shadows hunts me …deep into my dreams

when i woke up i saw them for a while
they looking to me deep into my soul
i feel so fearful …i can´t take a breath
no one can safe meeeee

Chorus:

Come look around us there are these shadows on the wall
Painful screams all around us
Red eyes looking at me voices all around us

can you hear it, the´re calling my name

Bridge

No matter how hard I try I can’t escape
because how fast I run, in the end I can’t hide from myself

Verse 3
I feel so cold so lost and alone
is there anybody there are footsteps all around
Stop to hunt me i hate this fucking stupid game
Let me go, i whant get free,
I dont whant feel anything

Chorus:

Come look around us there are these shadows on the wall
Painful screams all around us
Red eyes looking at me voices all around us
can you hear it, the´re calling my name

 

Verse 4
So I woke up and it’s shitty bright
I see some people and it’s a really quiet place
just dont want to be here and there is no way back
is that too much that i fucked up
Did I gone too far just to came back

Chorus abgewandelt:

Come look around us …where are the shadows on the wall
There´s no Painful screams all around us
I can s-e-e a li—gt, there is no pain
and fuck no one is calling, just calling my name